Blogging!!!

Blogging!!!... the first thing that went thru my mind when someone asked me to open a blog was... NOOOOOOO... and a loooooooot of fear.....After a lot of persuasion.. i finally did open up a blog.. and then i went through one of the weirdest feelings... I stopped writing... ... I used to be this person.. who used to write a lot.. and from the day that I had opened this blog.. i had some kindof a mental block... nothing came to mind.. and nothing looked good enough to make it to the web!!!

Yeah ...I never got the point of blogging... why should I write what i feel and think.. for the world to see.. even people I've never met... like why should I expose myself.. and yeah.. what scared me was.. more abt whether my thoughts would be accepted... n whether they made sense.. like are they the right kindof thoughts..... and after visiting a few peoples blogs... I'm quite impressed by this whole blogging concept... people now are listening to themselves....trusting what they feel.. and feeling no fear in expressing it out....they are now more observant to how they react to things.. and then they voice it out.. open for discussion.. also.. another thing i realized was people start looking around for small small events in their life ... walk in the beach... cleaning up the room... and I find that whole thing just sooo amazing and fun... absolutely... no fears... no holding back... just expressing your thoughts..... that's just BRILLIANT.... really need to say hats off to whoever came up with this blogging concept.... :):)

This can make soooo much of a difference.. it allows others to contribute to your life... as well.. you contributing to others lives... and ever since I realized that... I'm now back into blogging... it such an amazing feeling to be free to expresss yourself... ... it's like as if a whole new world has opened up for me... and I just cant wait to start writing and sharing all those moments that touch my heart...and let them live forever thru this blog

Clean day!!!:)

Hi guys,

Today .. i have no clue why but i'm feeling really high..like on topof the world... . whole day i've been busy.. just cleaning up the house.. setting up the maid's room.. and all.. whole day on my feet..just focussed on cleaning up everything... after a while.. the house seemed to be getting messier n like in a worse condition then it started with .. and then slowly.. removed all that junk... and then realized.. it was soo much fun.. had blasted music.. was dancing..singing.. screaming at times.. and i just loved the whole experience...and

later when i was just sitting in that clean hall.. with the newchair.. was feeling so awesome.. like that environment of clean was soo amazing..it's like standing in the green fields.. and all thats around you is just this vast empty land.. and it's just u the sky and the land beneath.. and u are soo excited by that sense of freedom and space that you are just jumping up and down...

And you know what.. for some strange reason.. i was wondering whether human beings are like that with regards to our feelings... like we keep some stuff suppressed inside ourselves for so long.. and when then time comes to deal with it.. instead of feeling better.. we tend to feel worse n worse.. as we are letting all those suppressed emotions come out.. and then finally when there's nothing left.. all you have is just that total n complete peace and freedom.. and that's sooo exciting.. but yeah.. to get there.. you've got to deal with all those emotions.. n go thru that rocky road.. to get to the greener pastures....

Just wanted to express my feelings... let me know your opinions... on my thoughts!!:)